Goodbyes are hard. Thinking of how graduation will probably be the last time I see you brings immediate tears to my eyes. Thinking that I won't get to kiss you again. That I won't fall asleep in your arms...Sorrow washes over me. I hope you know that you're beautiful. I hope you know that you're remarkable. I hope you see it every morning when you wake up. I hope you see it the way I do. Through these tears, I am smiling. Smiling because you showed me happiness. Smiling because even though it's over now, it was so wonderful then. I am so glad for you. I am so glad that you have found something new. I am so glad that you are happy. That's all I've wanted. Yes, I do reminisce. Yes, I do still wish it were with me. But in the end, I am happy for you. I wouldn't change this. I am still smiling. This is the worst kind of sorrow. The sorrow that you can't be sad for. The sorrow that you can only be glad for. I love you. I hope that I meet you again later in life. I hope I meet you again in my next life. Maybe then I could show you. Smiling at my tears, I say a mental goodbye.
I wonder if you feel it.
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