I am beginning to come to terms with my reality. That sounds mildly insane that I would have to come to terms with it, but it's true. I am accepting it. I have been deceiving myself for so long now. I have created an illusion out of my daily life. This illusion has comforted me, but it has slowly destroyed me. This fantastic diversion that I have so easily forced myself to believe is now leaving a heavy path of destruction. Thus, I will no longer hide behind it.
Welcome to reality; it's cruel but beautiful.