"A chief event of life is the day in which we have encountered a mind that startled us." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Sunday, January 30, 2011

I am scared. More than that. I am terrified.
I am afraid of my feelings. I am afraid of my thoughts. I am afraid of my knowledge.
I am afraid of you. I am afraid of me. I am afraid of us.
I am afraid of the past. I am afraid of the present. I am afraid of the future.
I am afraid. I am so very afraid.
I am afraid of it all.
I am afraid of the truth. I am afraid of the unknown. I am afraid of what's to come.
I am afraid of being hurt. I am afraid of hurting you.
I am afraid of forgetting. I am afraid of being forgotten.
I am afraid of going forward. I am afraid of going backward. I am afraid of staying here.
I am scared. I am terrified.
I am afraid of what I want. I am afraid of what I don't want.
I am afraid of what I have. I am afraid of what I will have. I am afraid of what I don't have.
I am afraid of what I've done. I am afraid of what I am doing. I am afraid of what I will do.
I am scared.
I am so very scared.
I don't want to be scared, but I am. I hate being scared.
I shouldn't be scared. But I am so scared.
I am so incredibly scared.

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