I'm sinking a pit of quick sand.
I'm swimming in a sea of confusion.
I'm falling into an abyss of loss.

When did it all fall apart? Why didn't I see it?
Why wasn't I prepared?

How did a year of happiness just get thrown away?
It was so abrupt; as if I'd walked head first into a wall.
I've lost you now, for good..

I'm sorry for causing this.
I'm sorry for letting it get this far.
I'm sorry for everything.

You were so good to me.
You were such a great girlfriend.
You are, and always will be, the most beautiful person I know; inside and out.

You made me so happy.
You gave me the best memories I have.
You were everything.

Thank you for that.
Thank you for everything.

I won't forget you.
I won't forget us.

August 15, 2009 <3